“..I’ll never be laid back as this beat was
I never could see why people’ll reach a
Fake-ass facade they couldn’t keep up ..”
“…Now everything I’m not, made me everything I am…”
Kanye West – everything i am
She wants to believe that we are masters of our own fate,the lead magicians in our own shows,the main authors of our own books.Books that let us tell our stories ,stories that in a paradoxical way seem to have been written before hand,yet stories that bring us together come rain or come sun.
And this future, this future that she looks forward to ,this damned future that has brung her to her knees,this future that she is thankful for nonetheless.For however it may turn out,for better or for worse will be a culmination of her decisions.Decisions that will both seem inevitable or in the least elusive.
“..If my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
’cause nothing I have is truly mine..”
Dido – Life for rent